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Happy new year !
With the new year. I've moved to Tumblr.
hollyamanda.tumblr.com
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This may like probably be the last post of the year for me.
Erm,Kinda sad actually this year is going in like a few hours.
there's both good & bad in this year.Will definitely miss it.
kinda thinking of it. don't really want this year to go.
but like it or not 2010 coming, its practically at our doorsteps.
moving on sucks ! but what of a choice do we have. Life sucks.
To people i've pissed off in 2009.I'm sorry.
To people who hate me, Have fun. cause i really couldn't careless.
Enjoy bitching about me,cause your not much perfect either.
To friendships i've lost.I'm sorry, but i'm only human.i can't help but miss you & everything else we've been thru together.
To whatever i've done to hurt to & stuff i'm sorry.
You said we need time to break down that invisible wall that was between us,
but i guess we never had the chance to & you said not to let them* stray but your already long gone.too far outta my reach.
you know sometimes life's just too fast.
we make mistakes but we hardly have any time to correct them.
instead we just move on.
crappy crappy crappy ! -.- it sucks to feel this way before a new year,but lets reminisce to all those great times,we used to have.
We must stop taking days like today for granted.
& start living lfe to the fullest we can.
cause we never know when its gonna be the last.
there's nothing much left to say.
feelings left unspoken.
friendships left missed
sometimes when i think of you.
i wonder if you think of me too
or am i just wasting my time.
I still wish i could get you back tho.
Maybe you've changed but, no one can change that fast in less then a year.
the old you is still there.i'm sure
Goodbye 2009. It was nice knowing you.
there's so much stuff left undone with you.
but i guess our time with you is up.
Hello 2010. please let me have a better year aye.
lets just pray it isn't my last here in this country.
I think i moodswing way too much.
& i'm not even PMS-ing.
Guy's and their EGO's.
Girl's and their emotional out-burts
umhh,Time to pump up my new year's res. & be super ambitious.
Uhh. Lazy ile do it tmr & my spring cleaning.
Leaving for the countdown soon @ raffles
or somewhere there.
ohh you should watch alvin & the chipmunks 2 & Avatar.
highly recommended (:
Phew phew phew !
Everyone used to care about being popular & stuff.
who didn't right?
but not that doesn't really matter anymore.
I just wish i had that batch of friends i used to have back.
Okay, now i know.
i'm talking crap & my emoing varies
I just hate loosing people.
even though you hurt me bad.
I'le still miss you.
&& those randomly lose contact kinds,
I feel stupid caring but i can't help it.
I hate moving on espically when things are left
unsorted out :(
This year just ends way too fast.
Lets all count down & cry.
UHH ! sorryy, I'm the over dramatic kind again.
-Don't judge me with this post okay.
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I'm supposed to be shifting blogs & only start blogging next year, but
i'm just gonna but random quotes & random moodswing feelings cause i feel like it.
So i'le call this my random sometimes in use blog.
Okay, I know i'm Lame -.-
I miss everything from last year.
I miss the people i miss those random things.
good or bad.
I regret not living my life up to the fullest this year.
well, i won't let it happen again next year.
& I feel this way just cause of a damm photo.
& i regret not taking as much photos as i should have.
Sometimes we have to move on but i don't think i want to.
I just hope i can remember everything & everyone.
no matter how weak or strong our friendships used to be.
I don't know if you miss me,but i miss you.
i miss those times we bitched about everyone during MT class.
& how we were clearing your many many papers & we found a primary 6 paper.
hahas. then you were like thats a good one.
there way too many memories to recall lah.
& that time in ikea when some kid said to you "so old still sit in there"
if i wasn't on the phone i swear, i would have scolded her for you.
I wish we could back to how things were. but just don't forget what we used to have aye.
thanks for the memories
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I just like the phraseeee. :D
Hello ! i've stopped blogging due to the fact that i think everything is to painful to talk about or perhaps i've just gotten lazy. But i'm moving somewhere else again.
I'le start blogging again next year.Catch me on tumblr or onsugar.
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|  (cause ruwei said she wants to look taller in photos-.-)
)13 & 14 oct
Job hunt with ruwei & ah hui around suntect,
brought back all those overwhelming dramatic memories.
awww, kinda miss it now.
Filled in forms for stabucks , Toys R us & Just acia.
I'm tired of getting job rejected.
Its that that no one loves you kinda feeling.
Sorry for starting that stupid facebook fight.
its all my fault la. I'm just plain immature
You know, you really make me fly high sometimes.
But i don't know if your life has time for a person like me. you know, i still love you though.
maybe i'm just not good enough :(
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| Kim, sweetheart.
I'm sorry for not being around. well i'm here for you now.
and i want you to know, I'll always be here for you.
Distance doesn't matter, cause I love you no matter how far away you are.
I wish you could tell me whats bothering you, i want to make it all better for you.
What type of friend am i , if i don't make you feel better & all.
I'm sorry if your sad cause of me, i didn't mean to.
I don't think there's anything wrong with you - i love you the way you are , so don't ever change.
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N's are over and were all just rotting at home.
Time to make that list again. the list i make after every major exam.
to save yourself from boredom.
okay okay
10 oct 09-canon photo marathon !
drama-ish day. Kinda teared up abit.
got short listed but didn't win. haha who cares ! at least we all had fun in the end.
was outta the house from 6-11. woah (: i finally got freedom (:
well, maybe just from occassions
11 oct 09
drama continues or stops?
ups & downs.
12 oct 09
things pretty much cleared.
better (:
I need a job !
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(the second last time i see this view when i go to school in the morning)- Chai chee ! I'm gonna miss you.
It was nice knowing every one of you ! :(
okay I'le make this sadness speech on some other post on another day.
It feels like i just ended 4 years of education here. well I kinda did -.-
I wish we had post exam activities ! gosh! it sucks to be sec 4.
Today was my last N' level paper & what does that mean?
I'm freeeeeeeeeee ! yes yes , can you spell freedomm ! hahas
okay sorry some of you finish your paper on monday,
all the best ! when you finish your paper , you'll go gosh, what to do now?
anw, Tmr's canon photomarathon :D
but i'm more excited about the dinner after (:
hahas, its only me,jem & jarah .
but who cares its for the fun of it !
&& i don't really care about winning anyways.
When will you ever let me grow up,
I'm old enough to make my own decisions & know right from wrong
Do you want me to be like warren 23 & single all his life :(
I wanted to make my heart stop loving , but i guess you already done that for me.
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| Back off holly ! Just Back off ! when will you ever learn !
back off & just freeging move on.cause its best for everyone !
F&N paper tmr then freedom !
I so wanna retake, or do private :(
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If I had a chance to turn back time and do it all over again ; i would.
It's so hard to live life without regrets. but i guess we all must just keep moving forward.
There's always a second chance in life right?
-screw it all !
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